So I like that Dr even less now. I have to admit to having been a bit freaked out after yesterday when he said that I might need to go on progesterone support. Obviously my mind immediately went to worrying that I wouldn't be able to maintain this pregnancy and what if it became a problem before my RE got back to me, etc etc. This may have also had something to do with my bad mood yesterday. I also woke up the morning with a horrible feeling that something was wrong, something had changed and it was wrong. I'm still feeling a bit weird about that now. I'm hoping it was all just how my feelings from yesterday manifested themselves and not something more sinister. I guess that sort of thing really freaks me out now because right around the time that our baby girl's heart must have stopped beating, I had the most vivid dream that I was looking at her and I saw her heart just stop. At the time I didn't bother to say anything because I thought it was just a dream and didn't really think more about it until we found out that her heart had stopped. Anyway, I'm hoping that awful feeling this morning was nothing. I can't do anything except cross my fingers.
But onto the good news. My RE (bare in mind, he's the best in the country) just emailed me back and simply said that the cyst is the corpus luteum and it's totally normal. WTF?! What on earth was the other Dr doing freaking me out like that yesterday?! I am definitely not going back to see him again. But for now, I can relax, all is fine and my body is doing just what it's meant to do, there's nothing wrong. (And I've just had a big, hormonal, relieved cry.)
So tomorrow I should get my report and then I can just look forward to my next scan, and keep my fingers crossed that that horrible feeling was only to do with not enjoying yesterday.
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