Cycle #19 - CD8

Well the witch got me and I'm now onto cycle 19 of ttc#1. However this and the next 3 cycles are duds for me from the get go as my gorgeous husband won't be back home until sometime in November. So I'm on CD8 and waiting to ovulate. I'm just going to try to do a good job with my temping for these 4 cycles so I know what's what and hopefully everything will be within normal ranges etc. I've had a couple of really low temps this time, below 36 degrees, but I don't really know if that's normal for me or not. We'll see I guess.

13dpo

So today has been this weird spotting on and off all day and sometimes with a fair bit of cm too. But no AF. My normal LP is 13 to 14 days though so really she wasn't meant to show today and if she's going to make an appearance, it's going to be tomorrow or Saturday. Anyway, tomorrow I'm going to use the last cb digi test in the house. Hopefully AF won't show before then... or at all for that matter. I can but hope. I don't want to have to wait until the end of October to be able to try again!

12dpo

So yesterday was 12dpo. I did another IC HPT and nothing. After the 10 minutes I could make out the faintest of pink lines but that doesn't count. And I decided that since I now only have one cb digi test left that I was going to use that at 14dpo if AF hasn't shown herself by then. And just as I was getting ready to go to bed, I went for a pee and had the faintest of pink/ brown wipes. Not normal for me because if and when I spot, it's obvious and not subtle at all. But this has happened to be before on one cycle and AF did show up in the end. However, that was a cycle when DH was around so I suppose it is possible that we did manage to conceive, implant, still test negative and then have the bean fall of and AF show up, be none the wiser and just think that it was a very weird start to AF. Anyway, maybe that's just hopeful thinking.